

I miss you I dont understand,I miss you by ~Alred45
How could you be so strong?
And yet fall into this,
You said you would never do this,
Now you are starting,
I see your lost,
Lost in all the things going on,
1 after another,
And as your lies get deeper,
I see you fading away,
Fading away with no life,
And a life of nothing,
I miss you,
But this is your life,
And all i can do i watch,
So, go do what you want,
And keep lieng to us,
Just know,
I am here through all your lies,
I pray for you,
Through all the tears,
I can't hold it back,
I love you.
ET
9/18/05
Peace


In Memory Of Grandpa What was it?In Memory Of Grandpa by ~Alred45
That made me feel this way?
I dont know.
But the fact you wont be here,
When i come home,
I will miss that hello,
I never realized it then,
How much i loved you,
You put a smile on so many peoples faces,
We all loved you,
Thank you,
Thanks you grandpa,
R.I.P
ET
9/18/05
Peace


The Long Path That path is long,The Long Path by ~Alred45
Full of confusion and expierimenting,
Drinking, false religions, and a totally wrong start,
Angered, screaming, and avoiding those trying to guide her,
But shes lost and confused,
Focused on herself,
She goes to sleep cold, lonly, and searching,
For something that is going to relieve stress and make her feel good inside,
All we can do is watch as she expieriments,
With these things she hopes can relieve the problems,
But only make her angered,
At the end of the path is light,
Light of finally finding something,
Something that loves her and forgives her,
It's the lord and savior Jesus Christ,
He's wait


Suicide Leaves to many victims behind,Suicide by ~Alred45
Leaves to many in the dark,
Asking questions,
Crying, scared, lonely,
Suicide,
Suicide,
Gets rid of internal pain,
Lets people sleep in eternal life,
Lets people go home with no pain,
Suicide,
Suicide,
Leaves all us behind,
Leaves bills and days of lonlyness,
Leaves shatterd minds and hearts everywhere,
Suicide,
Leaves nothing good bhind,
But assurance of resting in eternal life,
The pain never goes away it softens.
05'
In memorance of my Aunt Vicky
Hope your resting
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ET
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